Lately people have been walking into me even when I'm not in the way. I don't understand why, because I'm smaller than most people. Sometimes all I can remember about anything is this wall of white inside my head, and I either can't talk or I repeat myself over and over again. This makes people think I'm stupid. I've been judged a lot for how I act sometimes, to the point of actual rejection, even from people who aren't supposed to judge you.
Lately I've had so many words in my head (meaning stuff I need to write) that I can't write them all, and when I do manage to write some of them, I think of more. And I can't ignore them because I can't think of anything else. It's kind of annoying.
I'm thinking of this one thing I thing I wrote a long time ago, and it goes like this: "He was only as big as the world allowed him to be, and here he felt very, very small". I can't remember what it's from. This Grey Path I think it is.